Foster/Adoption and everything in between
Wow this is like a bad spin cycle that just won't end. Yesterday for the first time in 13 years, I actually told the kids we were not trick or treating and that their behavior was the reason why. M2 cried and screamed at me, N cried but knew she had messed up pretty badly.... Continue Reading →
I am just venting here and know that really nothing can be said to change much that is going on but maybe if I just say it I can get some peace so I can refocus and move on. Last week M2 was suspended from school for crazy unsafe behavior. She earned it, she deserved... Continue Reading →
So I do my best to keep all the moving pieces in my life from an off course collision but I fail many many times. Today as I sat in tears in my counselor's office I said something I have not said in years. I told her I was so freaking hopeless I was not... Continue Reading →
It has been a rough week so I am hoping tonight and this coming week will be a step up. On Monday they draw blood on me as I have been not feeling well for a long time. On Wed the lab and the county call me I am positive for Lyme Disease again. I... Continue Reading →
On Friday N's school had a tag sale to raise money for charity. The same day, N came home with $60 in her pocket. I asked her about it and she swore up and down a friend gave it to her. Umm no you don't have any friends really and the ones you do have... Continue Reading →
"She is going to talk to her supervisor. She is not sure if she is going to make it founded or close the case. She said the lack of supervision is concerning." Yes that is the message I got today. I also happened to talk to CPS myself and know that they do need to... Continue Reading →
Tonight M1 and boytoy took off to who knows where. M2, N and I all went sledding and had fun in the backyard. We laughed super hard and had a blast. After we came in, warmed up and went to Subway for dinner. Both girls admitted they had a lot of fun so that made... Continue Reading →
Lately M2 and N have been obsessed with the fact I am single. They keep asking me if I am ever going to go out with my male friend P again. While the answer is yes, its because its his birthday month and on our respective birth months we take the other one out to... Continue Reading →
Today my parents came to visit my house and spend time with Baby K. It was the first time they met boytoy and I have to be honest they were not impressed. They were quite cordial to M1 though and treated M2 and N the same as always. There is a new dynamic now with... Continue Reading →
