Vacation Get Away

I have to be honest, before the trial I had made a plan to go with the babies and M2 to Seaside Heights, NJ. I had it banked with my attorney to get approval from the judge if custody was not awarded. I had not told M1 and boytoy. I had also not told N.... Continue Reading →

Haunting Victories

Have you ever had a win that really hit you like a total loss? I think that best summarizes what happened in court this past Wednesday. We have been going to adjournment month after month since December with M1 and boytoy. Always some dumb answer came up as to why we couldn't resolve the neglect... Continue Reading →

Spring Experiences

Wow my arm is sore....sigh....I got my first COVID vaccine today at the local pod as they are called. I went with M2 as she is not yet old enough to go on her own. The pod was run very well given the situation and life being what it is. We get in to get... Continue Reading →

Where to Next?

I am somewhat at a loss today as so many things have fallen apart in just a few days, like three to be specific. My best friend lost her Dad last week and while it was sad she was not very close to him and more needed help in dealing with her family who tends... Continue Reading →

Not Unexpected News

Yep M1 if pregnant again. She announced it yesterday to us and wanted to do a cutesy photo shoot with the babies. I am not even feeling anything right now. I found out in the morning from a friend and she begged me not to say anything. M1 came over last night and announced it.... Continue Reading →

Enter the Case Manager

I was at home having a voice lesson, yes I do sing for church and local plays. N is expecting one of her workers and I get a text from the worker saying she will be here in 10 minutes. Right around the time she would arrive there is a knock at the door. I... Continue Reading →

Happy Birthday M2

I am not by any means an emotional person. However yesterday I was in tears on and off because of the fact my baby turned 16. I was so overwhelmed with pride in her that I could not believe it. We had meetings to discuss job training so she can get a job. She started... Continue Reading →

New Year Old Struggles

I am trying to be positive so let's see how this goes.... Positive, I have wanted a Ninja Foodi so after struggling with the holidays I decided that I would buy myself one. Now they are expensive and so it took me a bit to struggle with coughing up the monies but my coworker swore... Continue Reading →

Lights in the Park

Now that the holiday is over I decided to catch up on a few things. I had to go to the home improvement store to order a new shower kit and for the interim caulk to make some quick fixes. Yes I do enjoy my old house but cripes I am doing a lot of... Continue Reading →

Christmas Day

I have never been a huge fan of Christmas. I love the lights and the tree and giving gifts but that is about all. I struggle with the holidays even more now as an adult and my kids have their own challenges. I survived today but will keep the post focused on my struggle instead... Continue Reading →

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