Learning to Balance

I love M1 I really do but her antics exhaust me and this weekend was no exception. Per usual I had Baby K from Friday to Sunday. I should have learned my lesson of Friday, I did not so I paid for it yesterday and today. Allow me to explain. Friday I was driving so... Continue Reading →

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My “New” Life

I have almost fallen off the grid thanks to my new life as I know it. I will catch you up to date and yes it is mostly good so no worries. Baby K spends Fridays to Sundays at my house now while M1 and boytoy work at a tree farm during the holiday season.... Continue Reading →

The Baby K Sleepover

On Friday night I invited boytoy, M1 and Baby K to a sleep over at my house. I told the parents that¬† I would be on the night shift and take care of all of the baby's needs so they could get some rest. They were at first skeptical but agreed and I was relieved... Continue Reading →

Giving Birth

I am a Grandmother. She was born at 3am on Monday 10/22/18. Mother and baby are doing well. She weighed 7.4 pounds and was 21 inches long. Her name is Baby K. Well no it isn't but yes for my purposes it is. I was there from the induction on Saturday till the birth on... Continue Reading →

The Counselor’s Office

This morning I got to start my day in the counselor's office at the middle school. M2 is being defiant and well we can't have that at school. Yes she is defiant at home but I have better resources than the school to get her back on track. So at the crack of the school... Continue Reading →

Baby Shower Blow Ups

Last weekend M1's birth family threw her a shower. It was held in a local park and was a cook out complete with cupcakes and cake. The cupcakes and cake really looked cute I will tell you that but oh boy what a day it was... M1's Aunt L made the cake and I was... Continue Reading →

Frightening Fantasies

At this point I am afraid for M1 and it is because she is so far caught in this fantasy of what her life is that there are a few harsh realities I am afraid will crush her. She contacted me last night and asked how to tell the difference between bed bug bites and... Continue Reading →

Momentary Sadness

Today I sort of felt bad for myself and I know that I should not. I drove to my Alma Mater to pick M2 up from her one week course. Good news she loved it so that was great. I drove past the first college on the journey SUNYA and saw it was move in... Continue Reading →

Thankfully 18

Last Tuesday M1 finally turned 18 and a wave of relief came over me. No longer am I responsible for her poor choices, her refusal to accept any responsibility or any of her illegal activities.¬† It was a bittersweet day to be honest because parts of me hate feeling this way, the rest of me... Continue Reading →

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