Learning to Balance

I love M1 I really do but her antics exhaust me and this weekend was no exception. Per usual I had Baby K from Friday to Sunday. I should have learned my lesson of Friday, I did not so I paid for it yesterday and today. Allow me to explain. Friday I was driving so... Continue Reading →

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Four Generations

Today my parents came to visit my house and spend time with Baby K. It was the first time they met boytoy and I have to be honest they were not impressed. They were quite cordial to M1 though and treated M2 and N the same as always. There is a new dynamic now with... Continue Reading →

Giving Birth

I am a Grandmother. She was born at 3am on Monday 10/22/18. Mother and baby are doing well. She weighed 7.4 pounds and was 21 inches long. Her name is Baby K. Well no it isn't but yes for my purposes it is. I was there from the induction on Saturday till the birth on... Continue Reading →

Baby Shower Blow Ups

Last weekend M1's birth family threw her a shower. It was held in a local park and was a cook out complete with cupcakes and cake. The cupcakes and cake really looked cute I will tell you that but oh boy what a day it was... M1's Aunt L made the cake and I was... Continue Reading →

Frightening Fantasies

At this point I am afraid for M1 and it is because she is so far caught in this fantasy of what her life is that there are a few harsh realities I am afraid will crush her. She contacted me last night and asked how to tell the difference between bed bug bites and... Continue Reading →

Momentary Sadness

Today I sort of felt bad for myself and I know that I should not. I drove to my Alma Mater to pick M2 up from her one week course. Good news she loved it so that was great. I drove past the first college on the journey SUNYA and saw it was move in... Continue Reading →

Thankfully 18

Last Tuesday M1 finally turned 18 and a wave of relief came over me. No longer am I responsible for her poor choices, her refusal to accept any responsibility or any of her illegal activities.  It was a bittersweet day to be honest because parts of me hate feeling this way, the rest of me... Continue Reading →

Sealing her fate

OK at this point M1 is in serious trouble. Remember how I told you all that she told me it was shoplifting one time...well here is the police report with identifying information removed. M1, 17, of N**  was charged with Larceny by Detective MG for a series of thefts from the Walmart jewelry department. No... Continue Reading →

Unreal Reality

OK I can't make this stuff up. I Facebook messaged M1 to let her know that M2 wanted to talk to her. She says has time and video calls. M1 is SCREAMING obscenities at boytoy's mother while on video chat with us. Boytoy's mother is threatening violence against M1 and boytoy. M2 looks frozen in... Continue Reading →

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