Another Week Down

I was always told don't wish your life away wanting it to be the next day or next week. Well I did not follow this advise this week and waited and waited for the week to be over. Now don't get me wrong the baby's birthday was wonderful but then the rest of the week... Continue Reading →

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Uphill Climbs

I am just venting here and know that really nothing can be said to change much that is going on but maybe if I just say it I can get some peace so I can refocus and move on. Last week M2 was suspended from school for crazy unsafe behavior. She earned it, she deserved... Continue Reading →

The Unraveling

M1 applied for a job at a local day care facility. She was convinced they would hire her just a matter of getting back the paperwork from the Office of Children and Family Services. On Tuesday it dawned on me that if the paperwork submitted had been handed in on Thursday it would be back... Continue Reading →

I Am Not Teflon

So I do my best to keep all the moving pieces in my life from an off course collision but I fail many many times. Today as I sat in tears in my counselor's office I said something I have not said in years. I told her I was so freaking hopeless I was not... Continue Reading →

Managing Frustration

N was away at respite this weekend. When I went downstairs to put some new clothes on her bed I saw the bag of chips that was missing. I sighed, second time in three weeks she has stolen food from me. I took her off the internet and waited for her to return and of... Continue Reading →

Meltdown Central

It has been a rough week so I am hoping tonight and this coming week will be a step up. On Monday they draw blood on me as I have been not feeling well for a long time. On Wed the lab and the county call me I am positive for Lyme Disease again. I... Continue Reading →

Roller coaster Ride

"She is going to talk to her supervisor. She is not sure if she is going to make it founded or close the case. She said the lack of supervision is concerning." Yes that is the message I got today. I also happened to talk to CPS myself and know that they do need to... Continue Reading →

Unwanted Visitors

Yesterday M1 texted me telling me that "(Baby K) jumped out of (boytoy's) arms and hit the floor but not hard. (Boytoy) grabbed her by the neck and caught her. She seems all right but she doesn't want anyone to touch her neck." I told her immediately go to the hospital. She wants my friend... Continue Reading →

Moved Out

It did happen this weekend, well all right Sunday to Monday. M1 and boytoy moved out of the house and into an apartment down the road 3 miles with Baby K. It is a mixed blessing at best. The stress in our house is down to almost nothing. Down side we all miss Baby K,... Continue Reading →

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