Rebellious Teens

UUUUGGGGGGG is all I have to say about today and M2 and N. The morning started all right. I had bought a new Belgian waffle maker as I LOVE Belgian waffles. I had agreed with N that she could do nothing until 2pm. When I was done making them I let N know if she... Continue Reading →

Texting Nightmares

You posted that you would pour a bucket of ice water over your boyfriend's head if you got 100 comments. You are married what boyfriend? We are separated Yes we’re married but that’s because we can’t afford a divorce. We went our own ways because our relationship is very toxic and we need to work... Continue Reading →

Weekend Oddities

We had a weird weekend this weekend. I decided to take the kids back to the beach because it was warm and something to do. Saturday was a bit cooler but not awful and the water was not freezing this time. They spent a lot of time in the sand as it was tough to... Continue Reading →

Social Media Drama

Tonight my sister called me to ask if I had read my daughter's Facebook posts. Nope I had not. I was celebrating with N and M2 the fact that N won an award for Math in her high school. Too busy being happy to see the crap she posted but my sister is off the... Continue Reading →

The Pandemic Continues

Wow it is hard to work from home, provide daycare and home school. Can I tell you I was not cut out for this role? I am not the one who can do all this. Holy crud I am tired, oh and for the last two weekends I have worked 12 hour shifts swabbing so... Continue Reading →

Wednesday Awfulness

 Yah so about N on Wednesday night....grrr yep I called her on the fact she had stolen 2 cans of corn, 3 cans of mushrooms and 6 Go-Gurts. I reminded her that stuffing her face full of food, as she was downing the pint of ice cream, was not going to help her deal with the... Continue Reading →

Another Week Down

I was always told don't wish your life away wanting it to be the next day or next week. Well I did not follow this advise this week and waited and waited for the week to be over. Now don't get me wrong the baby's birthday was wonderful but then the rest of the week... Continue Reading →

Uphill Climbs

I am just venting here and know that really nothing can be said to change much that is going on but maybe if I just say it I can get some peace so I can refocus and move on. Last week M2 was suspended from school for crazy unsafe behavior. She earned it, she deserved... Continue Reading →

The Unraveling

M1 applied for a job at a local day care facility. She was convinced they would hire her just a matter of getting back the paperwork from the Office of Children and Family Services. On Tuesday it dawned on me that if the paperwork submitted had been handed in on Thursday it would be back... Continue Reading →

I Am Not Teflon

So I do my best to keep all the moving pieces in my life from an off course collision but I fail many many times. Today as I sat in tears in my counselor's office I said something I have not said in years. I told her I was so freaking hopeless I was not... Continue Reading →

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