Tomorrow is Mother's Day and what a mixed blessing day it really is. I know it is this way for a lot of adoptive Moms but also because my mind is haunting me with thoughts of "is this my Mother's last Mother's day?" I don't know, we don't know I think both of us think... Continue Reading →
Tonight I am Angry
I decided tonight the problem I have is that I am angry. I can blame the kids for the anger but the truth is that it lies in myself. I am really angry with me and don't need to blame the kids. I am angry at myself for not doing a better job with M1.... Continue Reading →
Real Conversation with Kids First Mom
I am not sure if everyone gets an insight as to what it is like on the other side. Below is the conversation I had with my kids First Mom on Easter. Names are deleted for all our privacy but nothing else is altered. I share it with you because while some of our kids... Continue Reading →
Adoptive NY Momma 