Tonight I am Angry

I decided tonight the problem I have is that I am angry. I can blame the kids for the anger but the truth is that it lies in myself. I am really angry with me and don't need to blame the kids. I am angry at myself for not doing a better job with M1.... Continue Reading →

Messy Relationships

No not mine, my oldest child's. Recently I saw that yet again M1 went to "in a relationship" status on Facebook. I knew who it was and I was sad, really sad. I felt helpless to stop her and angry she could not see what was going on. Let me tell you how it went... Continue Reading →

Today’s Church Sermon

There was a song from a long time ago that went like this: He sang as if he knew me In all my dark despair And then he looked right through me As if I wasn't there And he just kept on singing Singing clear and strong Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my... Continue Reading →

Robbed Again then Screamed At

Sometimes I just get so tired that even sleep won't help. Right now I just want to yell and scream. I want to be aggressive to my oldest but instead I sit here and warn her to not speak another word to me today. What happened you ask.....well she again stole from me. Yesterday M2... Continue Reading →

Bruised and Scratched

I am so grateful it is Sunday. This past weekend was so awful I understood for the first time why N disrupted from so many homes. No not from mine of course but yeah it is crystal clear now. Saturday she was playing Wii with the Littles and M1. They were having a good time... Continue Reading →

Pent Up Emotions

OK so today by no chance, completely planned I had a meeting with my counselor. She asked me how the trial went and I relayed pretty much what you all know. Then she asked me the million dollar question "So how are you feeling?" Ummm angry, frustrated, enraged, upset, vengeful, despairing and tired, so incredibly... Continue Reading →

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