A Maturing N

I am not sure how people feel about divine intervention but I for one am a believer in it. No I will not get all preachy on you but here was one instance this week that let me know somebody upstairs was looking out for me. I went to see my kids nurse practitioner about... Continue Reading →

Rethinking Medications

Two months ago M1 had an allergic reaction to the antidepressant she was on. She came off it and became a train wreck of emotions. She was fine one minute, cursing screaming the next. No one knew what would set her off and when asked she would tell us that she was perfectly fine. All... Continue Reading →

Facing my reality

I think I may have mentioned before the M1 is diagnosed with Reactive Attachment Disorder. While the struggle is very real and very hard I often lie to myself about how bad it really is living with it day in and out. Let me clarify On Monday I ask her where her homework is. She... Continue Reading →

Faking it poorly

On Saturday was the banquet for Tae Kwon Do. I sat at a table with five 17 year olds, a Dad and my BFF. It was tough for me as I suffer from social anxiety. Yep not kidding, ever want to see me stutter and sweat like I was just working out at Tae Kwon... Continue Reading →

Supports pulled in 3,2,1

Three weeks go the intern that M1 was seeing announced we had one visit left before she was going. Yep one week notice and no there is not a back up plan we will have to wait for someone else to be hired. There are two therapists full time one of which threw me into... Continue Reading →

Surviving a Break Up

Today M1 was sullen when I picked her up from the sitter. She was not angry just sullen and  I knew head on questioning would get me no where. Freaking great I am not so good at the subtle thing but I have to make this work. I made the kids their favorite dinner and... Continue Reading →

Hoping for Rock Bottom

I will admit I am struggling badly right now. Last week I found my Kindle under M1's mattress where she had downloaded a bunch of chat options. I read through her chats and found three separate males in which she clearly engaged in sexting. Now this is bad enough but when I looked up the two who... Continue Reading →

Blog at WordPress.com.

Up ↑