Tough Times

It has been forever and it has been a lifetime all at the same time. I last wrote in August when we were on vacation, N was in a program and we were pending a court date for the babies. So much and yet so little is tough to admit. We went to court and... Continue Reading →

Vacation Get Away

I have to be honest, before the trial I had made a plan to go with the babies and M2 to Seaside Heights, NJ. I had it banked with my attorney to get approval from the judge if custody was not awarded. I had not told M1 and boytoy. I had also not told N.... Continue Reading →

Autopilot Mode

I looked at my therapist yesterday and said "Every morning I wake up I am angry because I woke up." Yes then I burst into tears because I hated myself for saying that out loud and because it was the truth. No I am not suicidal, yes it is depression. When you live in "resigned... Continue Reading →

Rain Please Go Away

No I have not posted in awhile the home life is too crazy but on top of all of this...here is our yard and neighborhood. Now we are all doing well, are safe, house secure and no damage to the home. My neighbors are not so lucky though so I will keep them in prayer.... Continue Reading →

When You Can’t Undo Things

N is suspended from school for 5 days, this is the smallest problem she has going on right now. I can't even believe the series of events as they unfolded even though I lived through it myself. It started on Tuesday with N refusing to go to school for the second day in a row.... Continue Reading →

Harsh Reality

I don't ever want to do today over again ever, period. The day started out ok with me taking the babies to get some donuts and me coffee. M2 joined me as I did an errand too just because why not it was gorgeous. We picked the stuff up and came back home. I told... Continue Reading →

Farm Visits

We live relatively close to Massachusetts so we can take a quick trip over the border when we want something different. This weekend we went to the Shaker Historical Village. Now it was a good size site to see but when you have two babies and a teen not so much interested in things she... Continue Reading →

Spring Experiences

Wow my arm is sore....sigh....I got my first COVID vaccine today at the local pod as they are called. I went with M2 as she is not yet old enough to go on her own. The pod was run very well given the situation and life being what it is. We get in to get... Continue Reading →

St Patrick’s Day Walk

I am Irish, like for real Irish not just today is St Patrick's Day Irish. My maternal grandmother is from County Down and came here as a young woman to make a life for herself. I grew up with beef stew on St Paddy's day, green whatever clothes wise (NEVER Orange) and of course Irish... Continue Reading →

Where to Next?

I am somewhat at a loss today as so many things have fallen apart in just a few days, like three to be specific. My best friend lost her Dad last week and while it was sad she was not very close to him and more needed help in dealing with her family who tends... Continue Reading →

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