Thanksgiving Eve

I am on the brink of having a catastrophic meltdown on my own. I am so enraged that I have to sit quietly because I am also in so far over my head I need a break for real. I have bronchitis and a sinus infection. I spent all last week battling a fever and... Continue Reading →

The Never Ending Cycle of Hurt

...I can feel my body shake, there's only so much I can takeI'll show you how a real queen behaves, ohNo damsel in distress, don't need to save meOnce I start breathin' fire, you can't tame meAnd you might think I'm weak without a swordBut if I had one, it'd be bigger than yours...Ava Max... Continue Reading →

Turning 2

Today is Baby K's birthday and she turned 2. Mom and Dad came over first thing to celebrate and wake her up on her special day. Fleece blanked is two sided. One side Minnie/Mickey and one side Elsa. The pile of presents

More Fall Photos

My co-worker suggested I take a trek up to James Boyd Thatcher Park to see the view and the leaves, and I am so glad I listened!!! It was a bit windy but such a clean fresh air feel I loved it. The babies, M2 and I all had fun!! N did not join us... Continue Reading →

Falling Apart This Fall

There is a lot going on in this world right now. I can't stand seeing the hate divide us. I fear for the elections because of the outcome and people's reactions to it. I feel like civility and kindness have gone out the window and the grief this fills me with is astounding. I want... Continue Reading →

Autumn

Fall is typically my favorite time of year. I took a break from the most recent rounds of sadness to enjoy the colors I know I usually love. I usually like the red best but this year my yard seems mostly yellow which is also just fine with me. I do like yellow so it... Continue Reading →

Executive Functioning

I think sometimes the parenting part of my relationship with M1 is the constant struggle and consequent anger on both our parts of her inability to logically plan and anticipate. Yes she does have a challenge in executive functioning and despite many therapy sessions of trying to help her develop a way to approach things... Continue Reading →

Deep Conversations

M2 and I sat on a bench this past weekend when out taking photos of the foliage. We sat for a bit not really talking and then she said: "Mommy can I ask you something that might make you mad?" I told her yes and I would do my best to not be mad or... Continue Reading →

Talking About Being Muslim

Today I had a very interesting conversation with M2 when we went to pick up Baby Shark. I will start with we are practicing Episcopalian and I am on the Vestry or the governing body for our church. So having this foundation the story will continue LOL. We went downstairs to pick up the Shark... Continue Reading →

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